- Wow, I'm glad I woke up... What a weird dream! I
dreamed that when I died it was all over! Nothing was
real! I couldn't see anything, didn't feel anything,
didn't believe in anything, just realized that I was
somewhere, that it wasn't possible to describe because
this place was the nothingness ...
The feeling that the nothingness exists continued to
stun the young man who sought help from his Spiritist
friend. They started chatting and the young man had a
bewildered expression on his face.
- Ivan, I can't say what I felt. It was really weird! I
had the impression that I was awake, but there was
nothing and not even I existed! How is this possible?
Ivan, the Spiritist friend, remembered the reflections
developed by Allan Kardec in the first chapter of Heaven
and Hell – or Divine Justice according to Spiritism, and
started talking to Dimitri.
- My dear Dimitri - Ivan addressed the young man - you
took me to the teachings of a French master, born in
Lyon, who, like many thinkers, went unnoticed by the
general public for dealing with subjects that were
exclusive to religions, such as continuity of life. This
master is called Allan Kardec.
- But isn't this Allan Kardec the head of Spiritism? I
don't know if I want to talk about these things... just
imagining it gives me the creeps... (Little did Dimitri
know that the shivers were not due to the topic but to
the possible presence of a spiritual friend who was also
interested in the dialogue between them. It smiled
inside, Ivan!)
- Dimitri, I would never approach a subject that hurt
your religious preferences or that forced you to an
understanding contrary to your beliefs! You have always
trusted me and in the name of that trust I make these
comments. These are just reflections! I will not try to
convince you, my friend! We learned, with Kardec, that
the river is not rushed, nor are consciences violated to
assert a truth or what we understand to be the truth,
after all, we live in the field of relativity, that is,
everything we understand about the truth or freedom and
even the continuity of life is observed from the
relative condition in which we find ourselves in the
face of the whole.
Dimitri looked somewhat suspiciously at Ivan, but
remembered that he had been looking for Ivan, not by
chance. - All right, Ivan. You're right. Sorry if I was
prejudiced. I think it was a natural reflex, because
every time I tried to talk about this subject with
someone, the ideas were always choppy, dogmatic, loaded
with mysticism and I started to avoid. I don't think the
Spiritist is like that!
- Let's take it easy, Dimitri, warned smiling Ivan! Why
do you believe that the Spiritist is not like that? Of
course there can be Spiritists like that too! Every
religious, to a greater or lesser degree, likes to talk
about what is good for him and the Spiritist is not
different. Many try to convince people of the continuity
of life, of the mysteries that are clarified by
Spiritism and, when they do so, they do it out of pure
impulse like other religious people. Therefore, all
prudence is welcome when the subject involves religion.
I don't know if you, young people, have this saying, but
in my time it was said, “Slow down with the litter,
because the Saint is made of clay”! The Spiritist is no
better than any other religious. He is, like other
religious people, an individual who holds in his hands
the key to being a better person, but who, like others,
struggles to tame his evil inclinations and therefore
has the religion he embraces as the tool capable of
satisfying his needs and clarify them in the face of
life's challenges.
- That is interesting, Ivan! If I understand correctly,
we embrace religions that can help us to be better human
beings, isn't that right?! By the way, maybe that's also
why many people are not religious, in the common sense
of the word, but their attitudes reveal a superior,
noble and more befitting behavior than many religious...
isn't that so?! Well done, my young Dimitri! Brilliant
reflection!!! If we all understood that way, life would
be more fraternal for everyone! There would not be so
much prejudice about the religion of others and religion
would not feed the division as it happens today!
But let's go back to what you said at the beginning
about the dream, Dimitri. I think that talking about the
dream itself, maybe it's not that simple, so I'll go
straight to the point where you talk about the
“nothingness”.
This idea of the "nothingness" after disincarnating –
i.e.: the expression used by Spiritists for "death" is
"disincarnate" (the physical body dies, the Spirit
disincarnates, leaves the flesh and returns to the
spiritual world) is fed by most religions that have
become materialistic, that is, more concerned with life
on Earth than with the connection or "reconnection" of
man to God. Even the idea of “reconnection” is a
little outmoded, after all, if we are children of God,
we never cease to bond with Him. The idea
of"reconnection" is fueled by the "fall of the
Spirit", when it is believed that human beings have
fallen into "disgrace" for so many mistakes and "sins"
that, to return to God, to "reconnect" to God, they need
to adopt behavior in accordance with this or that
religious principle. There are some inconsistencies in
religious thought, which we call “dogmatic thinking”,
because they are principles and “truths” that are not
questioned, because they were not built based on reason
but on the ideas of each religion.
This "nothingness", then, ends up being another one of
these "dogmas" (philosophy also has these "dogmas" and
"nihilism" is one of them!), like the dogma of waiting
for the day of "doomsday", on the right of the throne or
“burning in the marble of hell”. - Hmmm... you mean then
that the “doomsday” doesn't exist, Ivan?! - If there is,
Dimitri, in the Spiritist view, it is not interpreted
that way.
I'm not going to do like many Spiritists, Dimitri, who
find answers to everything or who "know everything", but
only in theory, since, in practice, they continue with
their struggles in the face of moral problems. What I
remember about the “doomsday”, in reality, is an
intimate understanding, a kind of “awakening of
conscience” when we arrive in the spiritual world, we
realize the way we lived and what we did while
incarnated. This “doomsday” is expressed for each one
differently and this means that it can be both a good
thing, as well as another learning opportunity, to
better understand what we would need to do and correct
in each existence.
That's why I remembered Kardec, Dimitri: life doesn't
end with death. Death is a process that belongs to the
cycle of life. We are born, we develop, we reach
maturity and then we enter into a process of preparation
to return to the spiritual world.
This preparation process varies from individual to
individual. The natural, the process that should happen
naturally to everyone is the depletion of vital forces
until the end. What we call an outcome is the “undoing”
of the bond between spirit and matter. This bond is
fluid, energetic. What happens in "sleep" is similar to
the outcome! – You mean then, Ivan, that I “undo” (sic)
every day, Dimitri wondered?! - Yes – said Ivan laughing
heartily - that's right, my friend! - Boy... in such a
short time, how many reflections, Ivan! You Spiritists
are very smart!!!
Smiling, Ivan warned again: - Be careful, friend
Dimitri! “Slow down with the bed...” We, Spiritists, are
not very intelligent! We will be considered intelligent
when we truly manage to put into practice the teachings
of the Spiritist Doctrine! Up to now, the vast majority
of us have understood the teachings. The challenge has
been to experience what we know in theory!
- Dimitri, can you imagine, everything we learned here
on Earth, all the loves, friends, experiences, readings,
music, travels, all of this disappearing forever?! That
trip that you've been looking forward to all your life,
that you saved money, carefully planned, enjoyed,
recorded, photographed, published on social media, and
suddenly it all gets lost, ends and nothing makes sense
anymore?! Would it be fair? That God would be the one
who would allow us to go through so many years studying,
embracing a profession, dedicating ourselves, striving
to avoid suffering, overcoming anger, sadness and
melancholy, for what? For nothing?
Dimitri thought with his eyes lost in the horizon as
Ivan continued. - Which God would be this one who would
create an experience on Earth, only on Earth, so that in
sixty, seventy or eighty years, we could build bonds,
miss our departed loved ones and never meet again?
- My friend Dimitri, let's think together: this God, who
allows children with physical disabilities to be born,
some in opulence, many in poverty, suffering prejudice,
lack of supplies, poor health, for what? For the simple
pleasure of making your children “suffer”? Why do some
suffer more than others?
- My dear Dimitri, forgive me the excitement, but I
refuse with all my strength to believe that God is
unfair. God is not human. God is the first cause of all
things. Everything came from Him. Nothing He has built
is imperfect, so because of everything we see of the
Divine creation and everything we feel, even without
seeing, I would say to the friend that it would not be
credible, rationally, humanly credible that life would
cease with death. There is, after life in the earthly
world, a universe to explore, which unfolds with new
colors with each rebirth here on Earth.
- So, my noble friend, paraphrasing the poet, “I have so
much to tell you, but with words I can't say…” – what I
do know is that the Future is being built now and as for
the nothingness … well. The nothingness will be left for
our next dialogue, because Kardec says that the
nothingness does not produce anything..., so how can you
think that you died, feel that you died, go to the
"nothingness", being that nothingness doesn't exist and
come back with impressions that “you didn't see
anything”? That the “nothingness” you “saw” would be
something, isn’t it?!
- Ivan, I thought you would help me with answers, but
instead you're filling me with questions! I don't know
these answers!
- Calm down, Dimitri, my friend, maybe we can find them
together?
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