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Carlos Signei de
Souza (photo), a
businessman from
Brazil’s largest
city, São Paulo,
became a
Spiritist in
1994 and is now
in the board of
the Spiritist
Centre A Caminho
da Luz, an
enthusiastic
volunteer in the
Spiritist
Movement. But
his conversion
to Spiritism
came at the end
of years of
attacks by
disoriented
spirits at his
home, as he
tells us in this
interview:
What mediumship
events led you
to Spiritism?
I can’t say that
in a first
instance it was
mediumship
events that led
me to
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Spiritism, as I
was extremely
sceptical and
for a long time
simply ignored
them. It was
through pain in
a wider sense,
and more
specifically
pain for losses
at a material
and professional
level, that I
first opened my
eyes. Later, as
the phenomena
became more
intense I could
no longer ignore
them. |
What phenomena
exactly were
taking place?
It was all sorts
of things:
spirits walking
around the house
and making
noise, stamping
the floor; also
in my room, I
was thrown
violently from
the bed towards
the wall in the
middle of the
night and often,
as I slept, I
felt pressure
down my throat,
something that
made me feel
like I was being
hanged. There
were many other
phenomena: pans
and pots and the
crockery
banging, my
younger
daughter, who
was still a
baby, used to
shout, scared by
the assault of
dark spirits. I
could feel their
presence through
the negative
energy they
released and by
the images of
dark shadows. It
all lasted
nearly 4 years.
Eventually I
lost practically
everything I
owned and
finally decided
to seek help.
Did other people
witness the
phenomena?
Yes. I have
three daughters,
and it was only
the middle one
who couldn’t
feel, hear or
see the
phenomena. Once
a friend was at
home with us and
we were drinking
wine in the
living room when
he asked me what
was going on
upstairs. He
could hear the
noise of dozens
of people
walking
upstairs. I then
told him that
there was no one
upstairs and
added that even
if there were
people up there,
we wouldn’t be
able to hear
their steps, as
the floor was
made up of
20cm-thick
concrete slabs.
To prove my
point, I asked
my wife to go
upstairs and
tread on
heavily. The
noise stopped. I
explained to him
that the spirits
had gone quiet.
He left and
never came
back.
So what did you
do about it, to
deal with that
situation?
A neighbour who
was a Spiritist
and a medium
could see
spirits massed
around a big
mango tree in
the front
garden. I
decided to begin
attending a
Spiritist
Centre, but
obstacles always
came up: I would
have a
breakdown; there
were accidents
on the road that
delayed me etc.
It was only on
my fifth attempt
that I managed
to get there. I
was helped, went
through the
proper
treatment, which
required
dedication and
lasted for about
6 years.
Did you check
the possible
reason for the
events in that
home?
Not officially,
but I eventually
remembered that
when I was 15 I
had a friend who
lived in that
house. We
thought she had
disappeared but
instead she had
locked up in her
room, which many
years later
became my room.
She had been
made a hostage
for 30 days, the
object of vulgar
mediumship
experiences
aimed at hurting
other people.
When I bought
the house, I had
completely
forgotten it. It
was a good
price, but the
house was
completely
destroyed. The
people who lived
there seemed to
be completely
deprived of any
energy. I had to
knock down part
of the house, as
the previous
owners had
abandoned the
three rooms on
the front. In
previous years,
as the roof
tiles were
falling or
breaking; they
did nothing to
replace them,
they were like
paralysed.
Did it all
become clear to
you when you
finally
approached
Spiritism?
The Spiritist
Doctrine was the
light that gave
a new insight
into the
phenomena and
into was going
on in my life.
Spiritism has
made me a better
person. I was a
successful
executive and
was, in my view,
unfairly
dismissed. But
that was what I
needed for later
setting up my
own company,
which provides
me the spare
time to take
part in a weekly
programme at the
Spiritist radio
network, Boa
Nova, and to get
fully engaged in
my activities at
the Spiritist
Centre A Caminho
da Luz. I am now
divorced by I
enjoy a healthy,
good
relationship
with my ex-wife
and children –
they all work
with me…
Did the
phenomena
carried on after
you embraced
Spiritism?
As I said
before, the
attack lasted
for 6 years. The
phenomena are
now over, but
the internal
fight for
self-improvement
continues.
If you go back
in time and
think about it,
what would you
say about what
happened to
you?
Don’t let it
happen to you
what happened to
me. It was hard
work for the
Spiritual World
to put me on my
right track,
back on the path
I had agreed
before this
incarnation and
that I had
conveniently
forgotten. How
many spirits
were involved,
how many
phenomena had to
be produced so
that I went back
to my original
path!
Would like to
add anything
else?
I would like to
thank profusely
the special
friends who
helped me, the
mediums,
everyone at the
Spiritist Groups
Daniel and A
Caminho da Luz
and also to my
Spiritual
Benefactors,
who, thanks God,
never gave up on
me. I am free to
think, to live,
but mainly to
study and living
according to the
principles of
the Spiritist
Doctrine. How
good it is to be
able to opt for
Jesus not out of
need, but simply
out of
gratitude…